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I use escorts to get to hook up with people who are out of my league or who have a body type I’m particularly interested in or if I just haven’t had sex in a while, those are the general reasons I hire someone. And, honestly, there's just too much work to be a bottom. I get too in my head about being the bottom. One was a trans woman I hired and I bottomed in that scenario just as an experiment. I had to let go of a lot of beliefs I had then. I was very, very close to becoming an incel when I was that age.
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At 18, I was so awkward and so bad at talking to people that I thought that the only way I’d ever have sex was by hirinig someone. I’ve always been interested in the idea of escorts. You know, they’re professionals, they’re good at what they do.
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They blindfolded me and then they went down on me together it was great. I would let myself have that urge, but then I would never get to the point of actually physically releasing because I wanted to wait until that day. After an hour or so, I couldn’t finish and I was like, “I have to get back to studying.”Įarlier this year I hired two escorts to have a threeway with and part of that was that for a month beforehand, I didn’t masturbate. I kept asking her again and again if she was sure she wanted to, and she was like, “dude, this isn’t a big deal to me.” But it was my first kiss, my first everything all in one night. I always thought you had to like, trick people or something. I was studying for finals and we had been talking throughout the day and I asked if she wanted to hook up and she said yes I couldn’t believe it could be that easy. I lost my virginity to a woman from Tinder. I was trying to bury that part of myself. I was starting to rediscover that I was interested in men, too. And in high school I became very Catholic, so I put a lot of shame on myself for having so much sexual desire, and around that time-say 8th or 9th grade.
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I was just really awkward throughout most of school I had a big growth spurt, my voice cracked throughout fifth and sixth grade and I had really bad acne. I didn’t lose my virginity until I was 21.